To Much

By: Zae1982 Mood: dizzy Date: 07/23/2008 20:57:56 Music: None

Now I'm holding on by a thread

hearing every word you say, but

I know it's to late.

There's so many things I been

meaning to say. I guess is time,

but I'm afraid.

We have been so far apart that

I thought it wouldn't matter to you

what I did. Dindn't know it would

hurt you to watch me leave.

Now I'm standing in front of you

watching you tell me how wrong I

been and I realize how right you are.

I been so blind.

Inside I'm trying to find someone

to blame don't want to live with the

shame of knowing I lost you again.

Even now I can't face the truth I rather

lie then be honest with you.

I'll stay with what I have learned maybe

to little to late I just can't let my emotions

get in the way....

Now I stand alone watching you go

hoping you will turn around and tell me

you understand, but I have asked to

much of you and I have given nothing

to prove how much I love you.

And now I'm trying to break this

silence, but nothing is happening

I can't find the words I forgotten

what I been dying to say.....

Now I'm holding on by a thread

hearing each word you say,but

I know is to late.

Zae M.