insanity fits the bill for those still upright

for those so out of their element ... so uptight

i feel sorry but tend to loathe

i feel as if they ignore change, devlopment, and growth

for this sympathy is not their friend

at least not from me .. i won't bend

i'll want to!

in fact i'll go as far as crave

but i can't!

i must be consciously strong and brave

little do you know because in it you share

i don't care

to hear your excuses and curses of time

to bear your casual intent of life

i'm unmotivated to draw a conclusion

this is not possible without your inclusion

to infuse confusion

into my days, my nights and dusks

wrapped tight as husks

that thought saps the desire

at a rate not to be desired

i'm tired

but i don't quit

so what do i do??

insanity fits the bill

and i'm still upright