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DATE: 11/03/2008 17:14:00 / MOOD: angry

In the darkness of my thoughts I stand alone

losing it all. Only you can safe me now from

the darkness I have awaken within my self.

Only the light that pours from each and

every one of your pores can bring me back to

life take me from this prison I have created

into your embrace make me whole again...

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DATE: 10/24/2008 20:18:35 / MOOD: anxious

If I could I would give you all of me .

I would fall into ur arms and stay.

I would never walk away. I see my self

in ur eyes. I'm holding on to something

that isn't mine, but I can't stop this

wanting inside it's screaming ur name u have

become my necessity and my will ur the

eternity I long for. Your that minute

in the day I live for. I didn't have to

search far u walked right into my life.

You just came in and stayed taking a place

inside my heart making all this dreams

come to life, and I know it's cause of you

I feel this way wanting you alittle

more each day.....

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DATE: 10/23/2008 15:36:20 / MOOD: blissful

Te pienso y se que te necesito 

y el tiempo solo empeora la situacion

por que con cada hora que pasa mas

grandes se vuelven mis ancias..

Te juro que eres mi tormento todo esto

me hace sentir que estoy lentamente

muriendo...

Cuanto quiziera que volvieras y vieras

el dolor que trajo tu ausencia..

Y se que eres mi necesidad tu amor me dio

la libertad y tu adios me comvirtio

en prisionera de tus recuerdos y todos

los momentos que intento revivir solo

para verlos renacer y morir...

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DATE: 09/26/2008 20:35:23 / MOOD: bewildered

You make me want you...

You make it so easy for me to

think how sweet is ur skin...

You warm body next to mine wanting

more every time...

I try to get away, but ur in my head...

Nothing I can do to forget that face

Nothing I can do to make this feeling

go away...

I want more and I can't scape...

I know is wrong, but what can I do

when I'm falling in love with you...

You make me want you like no one

else... I'm getting closer

to the edge I just don't want all

this to be a mistake...

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DATE: 09/19/2008 19:05:28 / MOOD: lonely

I wonder where everything went

what happend that made us change...

One day we get up and the love is

gone as if it was never here like

two strangers meeting for the first

time...

No names no memories of yesterday

you talk and your words don't mean

anything I remember listening you

hoping for the conversation to never

end now it all seems irrelevant...

I wanted this to last forever tired

of waking up alone, but I guess things

change for better or for worse...

I wonder where everything went one day

we can't live without our other half

that makes us complete then it just

goes away the same way it came no warning

no alert it's gone and that's all...

No explanation or reason it's was inside

that feeling of need of wanting of loving

an then it's gone like the sun when the night

comes...

I wonder where everything went where are

the words where are the feelings that kept

us together where is that emotion that has

scaped us...

 

Zae M...

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DATE: 09/16/2008 21:06:02 / MOOD: mixed emotions

In memories I fall right thru u

many moments I wish I could take back...

Hoping someone will safe me maybe maybe...

Maybe I loved you to much maybe I forgot

who I was just maybe...

In memories I fall right thru u

you'll be the death of me I know

I might be wrong, but for now I'll

keep my thoughts my dreams my

memories...Just for me...

Maybe I loved you to much maybe I forgot

who I was just maybe...

You been  the best of me for so long

you been my path my stregth and my all

you been to much and now I don't know

how to go on....

In memories I fall right thru you...

Many moments I wish I could take back...

Hoping someone will safe me maybe maybe...

 

Zae M.

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DATE: 09/15/2008 19:42:31 / MOOD: bewildered

Dreaming sweet things of you. Holding on to that moment again & again just so I can take a breath.. Loving you every day hoping to see you soon...Baby

Can't stop think about you I'll be back at the right time don't worry about the distance it will mean nothing you'll see I'll be your everything...

I know it seems I gone crazy, but you make me this way I'll give up everything to be by your side day & night...

Dreaming sweet things of you... Dreaming of holding you.. Dreaming of how it will be when I get to see you again I just can't wait....

 

Zae M

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DATE: 08/25/2008 12:51:15 / MOOD: disappointed

No matter what I do I will never be good enough for you... No matter what I say my words don't mean anything.. I can spend a life time showing what's inside of me, but it will mean nothing, but it will mean nothing... I hate to know it... It's so evident I just didn't want to see it closed my eyes & hoped for the best... Never understanding where I stand... I guess I was taking a million steps just to stay in the same place... You don't need to do anything you showed me how much u care I'm just another memory to forget nothing more nothing less... No matter what I do I will never be good enough for you... No matter what I say my words don't mean anything... I can spend a life time showing you what's inside of me, but it will mean nothing, but will mean nothing... I been trying so hard to reach the stars where you are just to get there and find that I meant nothing... I lost before I even got a chance....I thought it would be deffrent with you.... I most have seem to you like such a fool... I gave you my deepest thoughts I let you in I let you stay inside of me and for what just so can walk the other way leaving  me here feeling empty.. 

 

Zae M...

Fuck Everyone who isn't

your family... Loves is only

a after thought... Life is reality.

 

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DATE: 08/25/2008 12:34:59 / MOOD: angry

I'm fallowing each step you take

trying to reach you but your to far

away. I'm dying to hold your hand

and hold you close again.

I'm broken inside to many memories

to fight back I give into your name

just holding on to that last embrace.

I was so close had you but let you

go to stupid to realize that all

I needed in my life was the light

in your eyes.

I made the mistake got to live

with it now I just don't know

how.

I need you to tell me what to do

I'm so lost I walk just to walk

I have nowhere to go.

I'm broken inside to many memories

to fight back I give into your name

just holding on to that last embrace

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DATE: 08/20/2008 14:50:35 / MOOD: anxious

I'm feeling empty.

No emotion in the dark..

Nothing,but me and some memories.

Empty cause I don't know what

I feel.. I'm so lonely here trapped

inside my fears..

You try to talk, but the words get

lost and I try to hear, but the words

never get to my ears..< /span>

You ask what's wrong and the answer

never comes..

I can't say anything at all.. Cause I

don't know.

I have no energy I just feel so empty.< /span>

You come close asking me to hold on

hold on to what? Can't you see come look

at me...

I'm missing there's nothing left of me

I'm a shadow of my former self it seems.< /span>

I can't find my way out of this shell.< /span>

I'm lost within my self.

I'm so lonely here trapped inside< /span>

my fears.< /span>

No emotion in the dark...

I'm feeling so empty.< /span>

I try to regain control I try to

feel what's wrong I try to go back

to remember what is like to feel

I try invain I get nowhere fast

just feel this emptyness inside.

Oh I'm giving into this whatever

it may be.I just don't have it

in me to fight it's been so long

seens I felt alive..

Zae M.

 

 

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DATE: 08/18/2008 16:07:12 / MOOD: mixed emotions

Your heart stopped my eyes closed

your body so cold my soul is gone

when do we stop...

Your done, but I'm not there taking

you away in your bed sheet over

your head....

I want to cry, but I have no tears

left I'm shaking my head...

I have no words so many people talking

at once, but is your voice I hear

saying goodbye...

And I try not to loose my mind

but it's hard when your not by my side

is so hard when your not by my side..

Ooh I'm trying so hard not to scream wishing

this was all a dream...

I'm loosing control without you

I'm lost...

I'm sitting now surrounded by people

speaking your name, but they didn't know

who you where not like I did anyway.

 

 

  ;

And I try not to loose my mind

but it's hard when your not by my side

is so hard when your not by my side..

I'm trying to understand trying to get it

thru my head, but I can't I just can't...

I feel like I'm out of breath my body

feels weak I'm slowly caving in...

I'm slowly caving in......

 

Zae M.

 

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DATE: 08/13/2008 13:34:58 / MOOD: anxious

Si pienso en ti una ves mas se que voy a perderme que el silencio ganara y la soledad me llenara ..... Si pienso en ti un minuto mas mi vida terminara entre recuerdos mis sue~os se perderan entre los momentos en que mi corazon pide verte....Quiero tenerte un ves mas para que vivas mi soledad para que en tiendas mi dolor para que respires mis miedos  para que veas que sin ti todo es silencio....Quiero que entres y mires lo que has dejado sabiendo que yo nada de esto e provocado..... Si te pienso una ves mas se que todo se caera..... Si te pienso un minuto mas todo terminara........

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